So considering i’m all alone in this world. I’ll vent to Tumblr. I thought the pain stopped, I kept faking it, then i believed it. But i’m in so much pain, I don’t want to live, I don’t want to breathe, fuck sensitivity, fuck love, fuck liars, fuck life. I honestly can’t go on like this, i can’t be strong anymore.. for anyone, not even for myself. Do you know what its like to see so many people, and see them be happy, while you sit there and dream of death ? I’m never gonna be happy. and I don’t even know if I want to be. My demons beat me, they won completely, they own me now, and no one will ever know.. you know what? fuck this, this is stupid. I give up .
All that weed smoke on in!
Holding it until her lungs
Fully expends and just gives
Taking weed lessons
From this Barbie
Who blazes up like bob marley
That never quits
While this roach is burning up
My finger tips
Cotton mouth so bad I need a motha fucking sip
She says no breaks pussy just hit it bitch!
I said chill! I’m about to rape the fucking fridge
I smoke too dam much
All I see is the back of my eye lids! I don’t know if its her or the herb
That got the best of me?
All I know she’s the smoke queen somebody give this chick
A motha fucking trophy! -BL
no one ever notices
I’m sorry I can not tell you everything I feel
I’m sorry to be so useless
I’m sorry not to be good enough for you
I’m sorry to bother you when I’m not well
It’s over now.